Heard the girl I had a crush on having sex while by passing her house.

Was having a good night going home until I heard her moans.

I can hear the moans loud through her downstairs window.

Also to mention I could see their shadows casting on the wall from the light of the T.v. they left on.

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That should of been me making her moan.

Heard my crush moaning on my way home…

I said “Damn, I am just not so lucky man.”

But I had to remember my mission.

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Can’t be side distracted by outside noises, but in this case I am outside hearing the noises from inside a bedroom.

Spoken word that is what my focus on.

Dwelled on the emotions so much I drowned in sorrow and remorse for no reason.

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Just an emotional guy looking for someone to be with.

Seriously in doubt of my own continuity of poetry.

-Shakkan Kan